less than 24h

Ok, hari kejadian dah semakin hampir. Less than 24h jew lg. Mule larr rase nerves then blurr. Aku taw aku bole buat. *Err...bole ke ek?* I'Allah bole! Get ready jew utk esok. Bangi, here I come. Anak2 murid saye esok jgn nkl2 ye. Dgr ckp cikgu ok. Haha...Ok.

p/s: dup dap dup dap. . .

tq dad!

Smlm ayah bg Celcom broadband. Aku punye yg lame dah bg adik. Coz die lg memerlukan. Aku kan berulang, so hari2 ade kat umah. Aku gune streamyx jew larr. Cume if aku kene buat keje luar, itu agak ssh lar. Tp aku tak merungut sngt pown. And tak mintak replacement pown utk b/band baru. Tp smlm ayh bg yg baru. Alhamdulillah. . .Rezki aku. Tak perlu lar share dgn adik lg lps nie. Anyway, thanx so much ayah for the b/band!! Tak tolak elaun ulanan kan? Hee...Jasamu hanya Allah yg mampu balas dad. iluvyou!

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Ohh no!! Rase sayu jew. Kenapa nie? Well, ade tempat2 program yg dah start prog hari nie. And for the majority is tomorrow. Tomorrow??!! Arrrr takutnye!! Serious takut nie. Esok nk mengajar anak2 org. And nk kene face dgn kerenah2 parenz yg mcm2. Hopefully, hope sngt2 perjalanan program esok berjalan lancar jew.

Well, hari nie another group plak bertolak. Sedih plak coz tak dpt bubye dorang. Coz aku at rumah. Tak dpt nk say gud bye kat they all. Berat plak nk balik sane. Coz ramai dh bertolak. Claz dah tak der. Tak jmpe dorang dah. Ape pown kin doakan korang dari jaoh jew larr. Have a nice vacation kayh time out station tu.

p/s: safe journey guys!

508X (happy to the fullest!)

*stuck in front of Leno*. Tak taw nk citer cmner. Sedangkan too many story to be post. Well, almost two weeks join kursus kaedah 508X. And hari ni, Jumaat-4Jun2010 is the last claz utk kursus. Even tak banyak and tak pro lg, but at least sikit sebanyak aku dah taw kaedah 508X nie ape. And i'Allah aku akan slalu gune or wat latihan2 yg berkaitan. Spnjg tempoh berkursus, bnyk bnde baru yg aku blajar. Ramai org baru yg aku jumpa. Seronok sngt pengalaman yg aku dpt nie even at 1st ade jgk rase down. Tapi hari demi hari semangat baru dtg. And hari demi hari ade org yg tlg naikkan smngt aku. Even aku sndri tukar mind set aku utk jd lebih +ve. And alhamdulillah aku habiskan jgk kursus nie. Cume, aku still lemah utk kuasai kaedah nie. Aku kene usaha bnyk lg utk kuasai kaedah nie.

Alhamdulillah. Setiap perkara baru yg aku buat and lalaui, aku dpt bnde baru yg +ve and sngt berguna utk aku. Aku banyak belajar dari pengalaman. Bukan senang nk senang. Sume tu perlukan usaha, pengorbanan and keikhlasan. At 1st aku join bnde nie sbb nk penuhkan masa terbuang kat rumah tanpa buat ape2. Then nk gaji for my saving. But hari demi hari dlm tempoh kursus, niat tu berubah dgn sendiri. Gaji bukan lagi ditempat no.1. Bukan kate tak nk gaji. Of coz nk sbb kite bekreja. Tp niat yg ikhlas dah jd yg no.1. Niat nk dpt pengalaman baru yg aku tak pernah dpt. Sblm2 nie setakat jd fasilitator biase2 jew. But kali nie, ibarat utk jd fasi yg terlatih. Niat nk sebarkan ilmu kpd org lain. Kpd org ramai. Niat nk tlg bangsa sndiri terutamanya. Utk cari pengalaman yg baru, and utk cbr tahap keberanian diri nie.

Walaupun aku bukan yg terbaik dlm claz kursus, and boleh kate aku yg paling slow kowt. Smpai dpt name baru lg. Si punca kuasa 0 916 1/6 yg bg. Suke2 jew bg name baru kat aku. Tp tak pe. Tu sume sbg gurauan dlm claz. Makin ko pggil aku ngan name tu larr aku makin nervs ko taw. Dlm claz jew mesti tak wujud name aku, Ikin. Name baru dorang bantai aku. Tapi tak pe. Mcm aku ckp, tu sume gurauan. Aku enjoy sepanjang tempoh kurusus. And nie larr 1st time kowt 'penyakit' homesick aku tak der. Aku tak kesah pown act if tak balik weekend even dekat jew tmpat kursus tu. Coz mmg aku enjoy ngan kwn2 508X.

Hurm...mcm2 pengalaman. Ape pown, thanx to person yg b'jwb bwk aku masuk kursus nie, sekaligus aku berpeluang dpt pengalaman utk jd fasi yg terlatih. Kpd ahli 508X; Bal, Nini, Izham, Kak Ayu, Kak Zu, Kak Iera, Shanty, Wong, Kak Nisa, Solihin, Awi, Syafiq, Adi, Saiful Aizat, Afiq, Haikal, Bani, Bani, Kamal, Shahrul, Zetty, Katy, Along, Angah, Amir, Naz, Idris, Kak Ina and yg baru2 serta yg lain2 yg tak tertulis name u all. Sory coz tak ingat. Thanx bnyk2 atas tunjuk ajar korang selama nie. Korang sume mmg BEST! So, pd yg dah bertolak out station, yg akan bertolak Sabtu nie, have a safe journey ok. Aku doakan slmt prjlnn pergi and balik. ALL THE BEST!

notes: * Klw dpt posting out station lg best. Tapi dpt at Bangi jew. It sokayh lar. 1st experience kan.
* Pd yg dpt posting luar tu seronok larr korang kan? Jelez kowt. Nk kluar jgk. Ape pown gud luck kayh! Chaiyo2!
* Thanx to fasi senior, Izham & Solihin@Bo coz dah bnyk curahkan ilmu.
* Thanx pd roomates yg dah habeskan mase almost 2weeks same2 ngan kin. And i'Allah for another 2week we will be together. Expecially Bal&Nini.
* Thanx kat Izham blnje kitorang KFC aritu.
* Thanx kat Bal jgk.
* Thanx pd 508X sndri coz bg kepercayaan kat kin utk laksanakan tugas nie.
* And thanx kat sume kwn2 508X yg kin knl since kin masuk. U all happening sngt2! Mmg the best lar!

- Thanx eveyone. Gonna MISS u all! -

climb ikin, CLIMB!

" Somewhere there's someone.
Who dreams of your smile.
And find you in presence.
That life is worth while
So when you are lonely
Remember this is true. . .
Somebody, somewhere is thinking of you!"

W910i SH**!!

Ok, again i've to admit that I hate my fone! Almost 2 years use this fone. Makin lame makin wat hal. Die nk aku cmpk kat longkang kowt. Agggrrhh!! Tension larr jgk coz fone nie asek wat hal jew. Nk beli baru pkai wet sndri mmg ssh larr kowt. Nk simpan duet. Nk kawen. Oppss!! Merepek. 7taon lg kan aku ckp. Haha!! Kiddin ok. Nk simpan wet. Nnt nk byr balik wet PT sng. Target nye mcm tu larr. Tp nk menyimpan mmg agak ssh. Coz aku bukan larr penyimpan yg bagus. Well, at least aku try simpan duet slowly. Duet dh bnyk nnt leh wat modal bkk restoran. Damn!! It was my big big dream. "Ya Allah, makbulkan lah impian and doa hambamu ini..." Aminn. I'Allah. So, ade sape2 nk jd my business partner? Owh no! Berangan plak.

Ok2. Berbalik pd tajuk. Aku taw fone aku wat hal pown coz ade antare kwn2 yg bg taw. Dorang ckp dorang ade call or text me. Tp tak dpt. And aku mati2 argue ngan dorang yg aku tak dpt any call or mcg dari dorang pown. Sometimes, 10 minit lps dorang mcg baru larr mcg tu smpai kat aku. And bile aku reply cmtu jgk. Dorang ckp aku tak reply. Coz mmg tak delivered. And aku tggu jew larr smpai delivered. Mls nk send 2-3 kali. Tapi dorang ckp aku tak bls. So, aku terpkse larr reply kdg2 smpai 2-3 kali. Then dorang akan ckp plak, "kin, nape send smpai 4-5 mcg?." Haha...kesian kan. Kenapa larr fone aku nie. Aku taw die mintak yg baru. Tp wat2 tak taw.

Fone nie larr yg rase mcm nk kene campak tu.

Ok, nxt! Tdy Qis call. Die dah ade at Rawang. Tp aku balik plak. So jmpe ngan Qis esok jew. Tdy Qis ade at Btg Kali. Then nk ajak balik Rawang same. Tp tu larr. Die call aku tp tak dpt. Mmg betul larr fon aku nie sh**!! So, till then. See ya tomorrow.

p/s: nk kuasai kaedah yg aku blajar tu sehabis baik. so that tak sia2 aku jd fasi. chaiyo2!!

kecilnye dunia nie. haisshh!!

Ok, ptg tdy BB (pangglan utk adik sepupu aku named, Humairah) call aku. Aku dah agak. If die call mesti ade smthing yg pnting. Tp smbil2 sembang ngan BB, die tanye aku mcm; aku kat mane, aku sehat ke, aku wat pe. Mcm2 larr die tanye. So, smbil2 sembang tu aku dok ingt larr ape agak2 nye die nk. Or hari nie hari pnting ke. Dah puas sembang then BB jerit, "kak ikin lupa!!". Klw kluar jew ayat tu aku fhm larr. Nie mesti b'day die hari nie. Alamak BB!! I'm so sorry. Kak ikin mintak sory sngt2. Siyes mmg lupe. Coz what u know? Yg aku taw slame nie b'day BB was on Sept same ngan aku. Coz kazen kitorang mg ramai bulan Sept. Sape tah yg bg taw aku b'day BB 29Sept?? Hadoi!! B'day kazen sndri pown leh lupe. Ye2 larr aku ingt BB was on Sept. Rupenye hari nie. Anyway, kak ikin still wish before 12am. Sory ye BB!

So, lame giler BB call. Maklum larr. Akak sepupu kesayangan. Hah! Berbalik pd tajuk, dunia nie kecik jew. BB ade tanye aku, yg cuti sem aku wat pe. Aku pown citer larr bout program yg aku join nie. Then BB terkejut. Dgn dialog nye; "larr!! kak ikin join jgk ke program mokhdar nie?". Ah sudah! Nie mesti budak nie join jgk. Then BB citer larr. Die ngan angah (kakak BB) pown join jgk. Larr. . . kenape larr dua beradik nie suke sngt kebetulan ngan aku? Aku pown suke sngt kebetulan ngan dorang. Haisshh!! Dorang dah taw and dah join dulu dah program nie b4. So, dorang tak perlu dtg kursus dulu. Mmg bnyk larr sembang psl program nie. BB citer larr pengalaman die join program nie. Then siap test aku. Siap bg soalan kat aku lg. Isshh budak nie. Mentang2 die dah join dulu. So, BB tanye Solihin. Mybe Solihin ngan Nabila g Wangsa Maju kowt. Yg lelain termasuk aku tak taw nk kene post g mane. Wait and see jew.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUMAIRAH!!


p/s: *complicated larr korang dua nie. Gi maen jaoh2 larr.
*Melaka, wait for me tomorrow ok!!

2nd claz.

28/05/10

Ok, today is the 2nd day of claz. Mcm biase. Ok jew. Icham (ketua fasi) said, weekend nie no class. Juz on nxt week. So, mmndgkan bosan, aku balik umh. Stay umh larr weekend. Plus, esok mak ayah nk g Melaka tngok adik. Bole gak aku folo. Gi jln2, mkn2, beli2. Hee....So, ptg after claz aku balik. Selama 2 hari kat tmpt kursus tu, rase mcm dah lame stay sane. Coz environment die. Padahal tmpt tu ngan umah aku 30mnt jew kowt *if jln tak sesak larr*. Well, so far selama dua hari nie ok jew life kat situ.

p//s: so, see nxt week. I mean for the claz.

oh fasi!

27/05/10

Ermmmm...how to start the story ya?? Pretty blurr larr nk citer. Well...ok, pd tarikh nie, berakhir larr cuti saye dirumah dgn keadaan yg senang lenang. Mean, setelah 36 hari saye menjadi 'puteri' di rumah, hari nie i've to survive to gain new knowledges and experiances. Its mean, i'll start my new lifestyle for a bout a month jgk larr. I've to survive strating from today untill 19July2010. I've got part time job to be a fasilitator utk program cuti sek ni. Fasi utk 'Program Kaedah Mokhdar'.

Before kite jd fasi, we need or I can say, it a must for us to attend the class 1st utk kursus. The class is bout 10 days. Mean for me it will be from 27/05 - 05/06. An only after that we can continue to join the program. For my 1st claz everything was ok. Cume, tak puas hati coz still can't catch up it fast. Nak kene alert and kuasai kaedah nie betul2. I'll try!!

Then for my 1st claz, it juz till 12pm. Then finished. So, me my frens juz lepak at bilik jew and did some exercise on our own. Bosan sngt kat bilik coz tak bwk laptop. Can't survive without my Leno. If ade Leno bole jgk on9. Then nk turun lobi to watch tv pown mls. Bole jaming. Ade gitar, drum sume. Tp sbbkan tgn bangku, so tengok jew larr bilik jaming tu. If only bole berulang smntare class ni kan best. Ayah mls nk hntr pg yg jem tu. Haisshh!! Well, see on nxt claz.

p/s: am i gonna do diz? wake up ikin, wake up!!