moody?? ='(

Whats wrong wif me tonite?? me myself dunno why. Suddely i'm changed to bad mood. Moody tibe2. I was like...thinking of everything. So many things goes round and round in my head. It was like a bunch of probs playing in my mind. But the truth, me seriously dunno what was the thing that i'm thinking. 1st mybe juz left a day me at home. Sem break is end tomorrow and i've to go back to cheras, college's life. Or mybe 2nd bcoz same changes of my frens (let it be my secret what was their changes). Or mybe 3rd i was too thinking futher bout the future. Or 4th mybe worried bout my result of sem3. Or mybe other thing that still invisible to be appear clearly. Oh God...help me. I hate this feeling. I dun want to be like diz. I want hppy as b4. I do hppy ryte now. But a lil i feel like uneasy. I'm pray to You to take me out of diz situation. I want happy!!

I guess, its all coz of the changes of my dearest frens. Sadly tak bole ckp wat changes coz it might hurt their heart. What i can say here, their changes lil bit buatkan aku goyah. I'm changed into what i am now. I dun wanna be what i am before. kuatkan iman nurasyikin!!
Try to cheer when i noticed that 2 weeks forward, every friday akan cuti kan?? 25/12/09 x'mas and another friday, 01/01/10 new year masihi ryte?? thats mean weekend akn cuti 3 hari. Means..i can go back mommy's daddy's home. yeay!!
P/S: knape mmbr2 tak der invite hang out lately ye?? masing2 bz coz nak practical ke?? naseb tyme cuti Mr.I.R ajak kluar.

kebun oh kebun

Well, today quite bz kowt. morning, de date ngan mom for b/fast kat luar. Then tibe2 dad join skali coz ingt die nak g kje. But then die tak g pown (business sndri tak pe). After b/fast dad ajak g Sg.Buloh coz dad nak beli pokok buah. Nak tnm kat kebun. Pokok yg dad beli was durian m'sia (durian larr), durian belanda, rambutan, magga epal, pulasan, and and...pe lg tah. Tak silap de 7 jenis sumenye.

nie larr pokok2 tu...
nie plak baje khas utk pokok jnis b'buah:
yg nie belongs to mom. pokok nie melingkar. so bile dah m'bsr, belit2 kan die jew. die tak mati.
and me adore to diz flower. tak taw larr pe yg cntik nye. tp minat sngt. tapi tak ambik coz tggl 1 jew. mcm tak best nak wat pilihan. but then bile ayah bwk g tmpt lg 1 tu, de bnyk sngt pilihan. then baru amek. hope pokok nie tak mati di bwh jagaan aku.
love flower, love environment.
the flowers.
then ape lg, dah amek, byr larr. sesi mengire. how much aunty??
sume2 worth bout RM200 (dpt shopping baju best nie kan ayah.)
Then balik rumah. After solat Jumaat gerak g Sg.Choh. Gi kebun nak tnm pokok2 tu. Kaut rumput then bkr. Pnt sngt sngt. Nmpk sng tapi wat 3 jam tak settle2. Then ayah bg ikan mkn and tnm pokok2 die tu. Mak ckp pokok tu lmbt jgk larr nak buahkan hasil. Dlm 5 taon ++ baru leh b/buah. Standard larr kan. Mak ckp cucu2 ayah larr yg mkn hasilnye nnt. Ishh!! Mak ngan ayah pown smpt larr mkn hasil die. Tah nape ayah tbe2 nak tnm pokok buah plak. Hrp2 tumbuh and b.buah larr nnt. B'budi pd tnh, I'Allah akan dpt hasilnye. Doa2 larr. Anyway, congrtaes dad sbb dah wat something kat tnh kebun yg slame nie t/biar cmtu jew. At least de gak aktvt kite leh wat kat tanah kebun tu. Leh tngkp ikan yg kite bela sndri, ade pokok buah yg kite tnm sndri. Tp kene sbr larr utk tggu hasil die.

P/S: freakin' exausted today!!