my heart is cursing

Smlm, before tdow tak taw nape rase mcm sayu and sad jew. Mengantuk. Tp ssh nk tdow. Lay down on my bed. Without teddy coz i washed it. Lg larr ssh nk tdow. Almost fall a sleep. But then still tak lene. Act dari online, mengadap dpn laptop, mood dah jd cmnie dah. Bkk folder2 gmbr. Then sadness came to me. Then terus shut down. And try to sleep. But still hard. So, on MP3. Repeat those songs again and again. Baru bole tdow. It happened coz i miss THEM. Yah, them. Them? Got list of them. Tak mo bg taw. To them, i juz miss u back and again and i'll miss u.

p/s: everyone need a shoulder to cry on. . .